Haven't done one of these in a while.
Heh.
Ah well. Not like anyone pays attention to them.
Haha, came here with the intention of writing something interesting, I now realise I have nothing interesting to say. Meh. I'm sure whoever's reading this, if anyone, will get over it.
If not, then I'm not sorry I wasted your time. So nyeah.
Might cover the few basic blog topics though.
What I've been up to lately? A whole lot of nothing. Doing things one who has recently turned 18 does. Like purchasing alcohol and getting tattoos. And getting behind on school work, though that's not really age defined.
What am I feeling? Meh, same as always, pretty much just roll with it and don't let too much bother me. Over analysing stuff is overrated anyway. And trying to explain how I feel in deep dark metaphors? Lol, fuck that, if I were feeling bummed out thinking about how to portray it poetically wold probably make me feel worse.
Uhm, what else do people talk about?
Loser things about myself I've recently noticed? I can talk for far too long about Mello. Haha. And... and... and... uhr. Am too in love with Lord of the Rings. LOTR tattoo soon though! Hell yeah!
I also wanna buy some throwing knives. Maybe in a few weeks / months when I've brought everyone christmas stuff and can afford it though, heh.
Now I can't think of anything more. So I'mma guess I shall say bye bye.
Bye bye!
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
Monday, 14 September 2009
i guess i'm trying to say i'm sorry, but it always turns out wrong
i'm not really. just happens to be the song on right now as i opened this.
and i've decided to abandon capital letters this blog. wahey.
me and apologising is weird anyway. i mean, i'll say sorry when something small, like, wow, i whacked you with my bag, sorry. but when it's something relatively big like, i dunno... trashing someones relationship? which i don't recall ever doing, yet can't think of a different example off the top of my head. anyways. if i do that, then the person doesn't talk to me, i kinda just... leave it a bit, then start talking to the person a bit again, joking around and shizz, never actually say sorry.
just noticed it. huh.
meh.
i'll get over it, they can stay pissed off if they want, i usually mean well. i think. never really sure actually. :D
it's awesome.
sometimes a bit weird, what with the whole 'everyone seems to care but me' thing, but psht to that. quite content.
wow, just ate tea. weirdly early actually. plain spaghetti with grated cheese. awesome.
trying to shift my eating patterns back to normal. have been eating way too much, haha. it's like the summer holidays backed my eating habits into a dark alley and fucked them raw. it's not been good. or pretty.
but hey ho, i'll get over it.
oh yeah, blah, being forced to go to study sessions sucks. i'm more likely to not study now i've been told to. spent the time reading mattxmello fanfiction. it's soooo gooooood.
have i ever mentioned how much i love mello? coz seriously. i do. he's awesome. really, really awesome. and i get the feeling that the people who'll read this already know. :tehe: oh well.
huuuurm. all i can really think of to say. work's still boring, but bearable. school's school. friends are good. other people stay away. family's mediocre.
yup. it's all pretty okay.
so yah.
bidibibi.
and i've decided to abandon capital letters this blog. wahey.
me and apologising is weird anyway. i mean, i'll say sorry when something small, like, wow, i whacked you with my bag, sorry. but when it's something relatively big like, i dunno... trashing someones relationship? which i don't recall ever doing, yet can't think of a different example off the top of my head. anyways. if i do that, then the person doesn't talk to me, i kinda just... leave it a bit, then start talking to the person a bit again, joking around and shizz, never actually say sorry.
just noticed it. huh.
meh.
i'll get over it, they can stay pissed off if they want, i usually mean well. i think. never really sure actually. :D
it's awesome.
sometimes a bit weird, what with the whole 'everyone seems to care but me' thing, but psht to that. quite content.
wow, just ate tea. weirdly early actually. plain spaghetti with grated cheese. awesome.
trying to shift my eating patterns back to normal. have been eating way too much, haha. it's like the summer holidays backed my eating habits into a dark alley and fucked them raw. it's not been good. or pretty.
but hey ho, i'll get over it.
oh yeah, blah, being forced to go to study sessions sucks. i'm more likely to not study now i've been told to. spent the time reading mattxmello fanfiction. it's soooo gooooood.
have i ever mentioned how much i love mello? coz seriously. i do. he's awesome. really, really awesome. and i get the feeling that the people who'll read this already know. :tehe: oh well.
huuuurm. all i can really think of to say. work's still boring, but bearable. school's school. friends are good. other people stay away. family's mediocre.
yup. it's all pretty okay.
so yah.
bidibibi.
Friday, 21 August 2009
Sunday, 2 August 2009
Well gee...
my mood took a turn for the worst.
know when you're in a pissy mood, but aren't quite sure why? yeah, that's where i am, ohai. well, i might know why, but it's such a ridiculous excuse that i can't be bothered to even linger on it.
i'm tired, but no matter how much i sleep, i don't feel any more awake. so i'll just stay up until i physically can't keep my eyes open, then sleep until i wake up, and spend the time in between online.
joy.
i don't wanna leave my house either. i have to for work, and i should do to go out when my nan goes to that fucking cottage thing. but i don't want to go out apart from that. not when susie comes down, not when it's lotties birthday, not unless i have to.
psht.
being anti social is amusing.
well, quite lonely really, but still.
yesterday boredom and lack of people to talk to led me to starting up a conversation with Antony. as in "i dunno what no means so i'll push you into a corner and try to kiss you anyway" Antony. now he won't stfu. not the best idea i've ever had, i must say.
blah.
know when you're in a pissy mood, but aren't quite sure why? yeah, that's where i am, ohai. well, i might know why, but it's such a ridiculous excuse that i can't be bothered to even linger on it.
i'm tired, but no matter how much i sleep, i don't feel any more awake. so i'll just stay up until i physically can't keep my eyes open, then sleep until i wake up, and spend the time in between online.
joy.
i don't wanna leave my house either. i have to for work, and i should do to go out when my nan goes to that fucking cottage thing. but i don't want to go out apart from that. not when susie comes down, not when it's lotties birthday, not unless i have to.
psht.
being anti social is amusing.
well, quite lonely really, but still.
yesterday boredom and lack of people to talk to led me to starting up a conversation with Antony. as in "i dunno what no means so i'll push you into a corner and try to kiss you anyway" Antony. now he won't stfu. not the best idea i've ever had, i must say.
blah.
Thursday, 30 July 2009
Ooooh
Not done one of these in a while.
How shall I phrase it today? Metaphorical and mysterious, or fabulous analogies which are then explained in great detail...
Eh, fuck it, we'll see how it goes. Happy mood today. Head feels lighter due to hair cut. Whoever knew that just having layers put back in could make your head feel so light?!
Uhrrrr... I think I need more coke.
So have no become reliant on the stuff.
STFU.
Wow, now I'm getting defensive to a blog.
Hungry too.
Alas, I haven't trained my laptop to go make me sandwiches yet.
Then I'd have to leave my room even less. ^_^
If I lived in the Beast's castle, from Beauty and the Beast, before the spell was broken... it's be AWESOME.
Been watching a lot of Disney films lately. Fascinated with how the clothes are drawn and all, I like how they're designed and hang and what not, it's really pretty, wish I knew how to draw things like that.
Wow. Okay. I may, or I may have not, just fallen asleep for 2 hours. Lol. Through my off completely.
Rightieho. I want chocolate.
Omfg. First Coke, now Chocolate, I'll be getting addicted to COCAINE next.
Or not.
If someone came up to me all like O_O "wanna try some coooocaaaiiiiine" (because that's totally how they do it) I'd probably be all "Lol, no." and skip off to buy chocolate and starburst somewhere. Maybe Tescos.
It would be exciting.
Huh, apparently the more I type the less sense I make. Sweet.
OMFG and some insufferable year seven who discovered my chemical romance a mere month ago is now trying to act like she knows more about the damn band than I do, how endearing, and has decided that becuase we have vaguely similar tastes, she must inflict her annoying and over dramatic self at me. "I don't tell anyone I like MCR because then they would all hate me and I just sent my maths teacher a facebook message and he hasn't replied yet and I like that you talk to me becuase no one else does."
I wonder why.
And that quote probably came with considerably more internet abbreviations. That take me about half an hour to decode.
I may be of, or near, the generation brought up on technology, but I still quite like having a firm grasp on grammar and spelling, KTHXBAI.
Lol.
Sorry, laugh out loud.
Dude. I'm lonely.
Everyone's off other places. And being a socialrecluse apparently doesn't help bring people in.
Might be quite nice to have a *cue dramatic music* boyfriend. Without the really gross physical side. *shudders*
Or just a boy -SPACE- friend. Who's reasonably attractive. And nice to talk to.
Yeah.
Or a japanese girl.
But where I'm going to find an adorable Japanese lesbian / bi who likes talking it beyond me.
I'll stick to obsessing over anime characters then. (y)
Bored of typing now. And never did go get food.
BYE INTERNETTY.
LOVE YOU.
HUGS AND KISSES TO YOUR WIRELESSNESS THAT'S BEEN HOLDING OUT RATHER WELL LATELY.
I HOPE I DIDN'T JINX THAT.
How shall I phrase it today? Metaphorical and mysterious, or fabulous analogies which are then explained in great detail...
Eh, fuck it, we'll see how it goes. Happy mood today. Head feels lighter due to hair cut. Whoever knew that just having layers put back in could make your head feel so light?!
Uhrrrr... I think I need more coke.
So have no become reliant on the stuff.
STFU.
Wow, now I'm getting defensive to a blog.
Hungry too.
Alas, I haven't trained my laptop to go make me sandwiches yet.
Then I'd have to leave my room even less. ^_^
If I lived in the Beast's castle, from Beauty and the Beast, before the spell was broken... it's be AWESOME.
Been watching a lot of Disney films lately. Fascinated with how the clothes are drawn and all, I like how they're designed and hang and what not, it's really pretty, wish I knew how to draw things like that.
Wow. Okay. I may, or I may have not, just fallen asleep for 2 hours. Lol. Through my off completely.
Rightieho. I want chocolate.
Omfg. First Coke, now Chocolate, I'll be getting addicted to COCAINE next.
Or not.
If someone came up to me all like O_O "wanna try some coooocaaaiiiiine" (because that's totally how they do it) I'd probably be all "Lol, no." and skip off to buy chocolate and starburst somewhere. Maybe Tescos.
It would be exciting.
Huh, apparently the more I type the less sense I make. Sweet.
OMFG and some insufferable year seven who discovered my chemical romance a mere month ago is now trying to act like she knows more about the damn band than I do, how endearing, and has decided that becuase we have vaguely similar tastes, she must inflict her annoying and over dramatic self at me. "I don't tell anyone I like MCR because then they would all hate me and I just sent my maths teacher a facebook message and he hasn't replied yet and I like that you talk to me becuase no one else does."
I wonder why.
And that quote probably came with considerably more internet abbreviations. That take me about half an hour to decode.
I may be of, or near, the generation brought up on technology, but I still quite like having a firm grasp on grammar and spelling, KTHXBAI.
Lol.
Sorry, laugh out loud.
Dude. I'm lonely.
Everyone's off other places. And being a socialrecluse apparently doesn't help bring people in.
Might be quite nice to have a *cue dramatic music* boyfriend. Without the really gross physical side. *shudders*
Or just a boy -SPACE- friend. Who's reasonably attractive. And nice to talk to.
Yeah.
Or a japanese girl.
But where I'm going to find an adorable Japanese lesbian / bi who likes talking it beyond me.
I'll stick to obsessing over anime characters then. (y)
Bored of typing now. And never did go get food.
BYE INTERNETTY.
LOVE YOU.
HUGS AND KISSES TO YOUR WIRELESSNESS THAT'S BEEN HOLDING OUT RATHER WELL LATELY.
I HOPE I DIDN'T JINX THAT.
Monday, 1 June 2009
BUHLOOOG
BLOG BLOG BLOGGG
Blog blog blog.
Yesss.
I think I may have gone insane playing this really weird game online. How ever it is not as bad as when I spent nearly all night playing like, 50 games of solitaire and only winning 3. No. Not that bad. Yet.
*dramatic music*
Haha. I've lost my mind. Oh well. 's probably in the mess I call a room.
Though I don't see what's wrong with floordrobes.
NOTHING. That is what.
Wow. I must now... RP cleaning puke. HOW EXCITING.
It's like... only 11... a lot of people have gone to bed. It's weird.
DOWNLOAD IS ONLY NEXT WEEEEEEEK.
I like blogs. I can freak out to myself and what not, and only a couple of people may read it. Lol.
This makes me happah.
Which is like happy. But retarded. :D
This game is boring me now... like... 62 little puzzle things I have done. >.<
Yeeaaah.
Blog blog blog.
Yesss.
I think I may have gone insane playing this really weird game online. How ever it is not as bad as when I spent nearly all night playing like, 50 games of solitaire and only winning 3. No. Not that bad. Yet.
*dramatic music*
Haha. I've lost my mind. Oh well. 's probably in the mess I call a room.
Though I don't see what's wrong with floordrobes.
NOTHING. That is what.
Wow. I must now... RP cleaning puke. HOW EXCITING.
It's like... only 11... a lot of people have gone to bed. It's weird.
DOWNLOAD IS ONLY NEXT WEEEEEEEK.
I like blogs. I can freak out to myself and what not, and only a couple of people may read it. Lol.
This makes me happah.
Which is like happy. But retarded. :D
This game is boring me now... like... 62 little puzzle things I have done. >.<
Yeeaaah.
Thursday, 21 May 2009
Lol
I'm changing my earrings.
Which for me it like, a major thing that takes about half an hour.
Unable to remove the stud from the top piercing though, and have no bar to replace the one in the top of my other ear. So just lobe piercings to change.
Which means 7. Though 2 of them are tunnels, and I have no other ones, so... only five then. Yay, I have manged to... half the number of piercings that need changing!
I like having metal stuck through my body. 's fun.
Sooo... stick a ring in the half way up ear one, stick a ring in the middle lobe and pop the ring through the tunnel... run outta earrings... ah, good ol' scissor earring for the top one. That I wear constantly, but... it's in a different hole today!
And two to change on the left ear. Hmm... a pink and a blue stud? Nu. Looks weird. Wow, found my old nose studs... uh, tiny stud and scissors again mebe. Yus.
It was totally necessary to make a blog of this. And I have been making a zoo on zoo tycoon for the past three hours. So, that kinda killed my sanity to the point of me making a blog about changing earrings. Yaaay.
Might sleep now.
Which for me it like, a major thing that takes about half an hour.
Unable to remove the stud from the top piercing though, and have no bar to replace the one in the top of my other ear. So just lobe piercings to change.
Which means 7. Though 2 of them are tunnels, and I have no other ones, so... only five then. Yay, I have manged to... half the number of piercings that need changing!
I like having metal stuck through my body. 's fun.
Sooo... stick a ring in the half way up ear one, stick a ring in the middle lobe and pop the ring through the tunnel... run outta earrings... ah, good ol' scissor earring for the top one. That I wear constantly, but... it's in a different hole today!
And two to change on the left ear. Hmm... a pink and a blue stud? Nu. Looks weird. Wow, found my old nose studs... uh, tiny stud and scissors again mebe. Yus.
It was totally necessary to make a blog of this. And I have been making a zoo on zoo tycoon for the past three hours. So, that kinda killed my sanity to the point of me making a blog about changing earrings. Yaaay.
Might sleep now.
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